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I hate you by KTthePirate, literature

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I hate you

It has been destroyed. Completely dismantled, and converted into processed food for the next generation of mass consumption. I will no longer wish to partake in such events as bellowing humor through my tarred lungs, or such to show gleeful disposition with the muscles on my face. It won’t matter anymore. I’m a case of badly drawn art, signed and procured from a hasty incautious import. Wide strokes form my body, and dark bold lines compose my facial structure. It has been permanently said, scarred forever in my brain tissue, everlasting in the cavity of my ribs, I hate you. Well its only fair to fight a losing battle, no more will

I want to go there by KTthePirate, literature

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I want to go there

“I want to go there” Five simple words that were uttered carefully from my lips, making sure no one could hear my secret conversation with my mind. The air was lukewarm and the moon was pulling away at the sun. In search of a desperate attempt to shine, making the clouds turn an eerie pink. “I want to go there” But how? Would I able to make it back in time before my mother had discovered me ever leaving evidence that I had took a trip to that specific location. Would she be able to read me like a book, a book like the ones in the building behind me? Will my cover illuminate with guilt, sadness and longing? Captivating

Disregard My Bleeding Heart by KTthePirate, literature

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Disregard My Bleeding Heart

I’m just a lost sperm from my fathers empty love Making life a living hell, and leaving the happy views Before I can tell, I’ll make these pinkies twist and your fingers crossed Eyes draining with eyeliner and a oppressive drug loss Winning your heart is my puzzle with a missing piece Of cake you said, Fuck you and let me rest in peace.. es Of glass shattered from your bureau as your underwear falls From the sky your eyes glow its heavy light Of day is when I rest my eyes to prepare for the long night you keep telling me I will be fine

Suicide 101 by KTthePirate, literature

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Suicide 101

I died. And I’m not coming back. This time, I will not resurrect for you, and I am no holy Christ. I crumbled, and dismantled myself, to smell the fire of hell instead of your skin. I drowned the truth in my mind, and kept it safe for those not to see, so it won’t escape this time. Let me fucking be. I committed sin, let it be known, death knocked and I let him in. That gun to my head, was his cold embrace. I left a sign of a possible explanation. A why. But this crumbled paper only sufficed for quick thoughts. And a possible lie. I choked my emotional cry. And let you go. It should still be known, the tore I left, i

I don't by KTthePirate, literature

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I don't

I don't have to be your friend. I don't have to be here for you, when you're sad or angry. I don't have to cry for you, don't have to punish myself from saying what I want to you. I don't have to hold you, and try to make you feel safe. I don't have let you in, and steal my happy thoughts. I don't have to dream about you. I don't have to let you in. And I most certainly don't have to fix you.. But I do anyways.

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I hate you by KTthePirate, literature

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Disregard My Bleeding Heart

Suicide 101 by KTthePirate, literature

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Suicide 101

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About KTthePirate

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Deviant for 15 years
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Hi, I'm Katie. And I get mad at myself when I bite my nails off.

Current Residence: A reckless house
Favourite genre of music: Whatever mood I'm in
Favourite photographer: Brooks Queern
Favourite style of art: The interesting kind
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Roger Rabbit
Personal Quote: I will not ressurect for you. I am no holy Christ

Favourite Visual Artist

Brooks Queern

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Julia Nunes

Favourite Writers

Ellen Hopkins

Other Interests

Whatever I find to do

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Feb 15, 2010

valentine's day

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i've been dating this boy for centuries, his name is joshua. today being the most important holiday to couples across the world (maybe) we spent the entire day together. he picked me up from my house to go to his, we exchanged gifts. I got: four things of candy, a teddy bear, and a four pack of monster (yes!). He got: a card, a giant stuffed froggy, and a graphic t-shirt that makes fun of twitter. we then went to friendly's, he ordered chicken, I ordered tuna. from there we rented a movie tristan & isolde. I dont think he liked it. Finally, we made love like there was no tomorrow. no graphic details needed. And then I played solitaire, I lost

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Jun 3, 2009

Long time no write

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I barely update this thing.. and a certain selected person who will remain nameless liked to read my journals and hold a few quotes from them against me. So, I kept this thing empty. Buuuuttt.. I need to vent, immediately. So, this year is tumbling to an end. I mean yeah I'm a junior, big year next year. Thank the lord and whoever else is holy its my last. But I've just been so stressful lately.. its not even the tiniest bit funny. I have my SATs this saturday.. thats a big capitalized FUCK! SATs basically determine the rest of my life.. and I'm not that intelligent.. soooo. :D I got a 630 on my writing section though which kept me content

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omgitscrazygirl

i want you and brooks to sleep over one of these days, if we cant get her to come along then at least you can sleep over or something because i just spent a whole week locked in a treailer with my family O.o

Not tonight.. I dont think. o-o
And you have to talk to brooks

Cause she works like 24/7

omgitscrazygirl

i didnt mean tonight, i meant we need to figure out when lol

and i know