I barely update this thing.. and a certain selected person who will remain nameless liked to read my journals and hold a few quotes from them against me. So, I kept this thing empty. Buuuuttt.. I need to vent, immediately.
So, this year is tumbling to an end. I mean yeah I'm a junior, big year next year. Thank the lord and whoever else is holy its my last. But I've just been so stressful lately.. its not even the tiniest bit funny. I have my SATs this saturday.. thats a big capitalized FUCK! SATs basically determine the rest of my life.. and I'm not that intelligent.. soooo.
I got a 630 on my writing section though which kept me content. I just need to do better with reading and math. >.<
Anywhooo, I also have a spanish project due next monday.. and I decided to go all and out on this one so I can get a good grade. I basically just have to conjure up an imaginary wedding, when it'll be, where, whose going, what dresses, bridesmaids, ushers, invitation and the total that you'll spend on it. ALL IN FRICKIN SPANISH!
Then I have a chemistry project, where I have to figure out the chemistry of photography. I mean thats pretty easy. I'm just no enjoying the three pages of summerization and the powerpoint. And bringing everyone down to the dark room to show them all how it really works in action. Of course I'm going to have my best girl help me out. Really I just like to show her off sometimes.
Then of course finals... wtf. Well I'm outta two of them, thank god for those easy A's in psychology.
THEN! I have senior year to prepare for.. I have three classes I have summer homework in. EEP english, Spanish 4, and AP Psychology. Grand..
And then the rest of my classes consist of writing for college, senior project, trigonometry, physics and such.
Never mind Senior project. O.O
I'm planning to do it on the Ukulele. And I think it'll be pretty hard to accomplish at successfully getting a mentor... I'll just pretend to be capable of anything. o.o
Of course after high school there is also the next four dreadful years of college. And I have no idea what I'm doing for that.. And eventually I'm probably going to have to figure that out..
But for now, and I'm just going to keep my golden ray of sunny disposition..